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Friday, July 30, 2010
 Time: 5:22 AMMa , there is a lot of things that we can't control especially people's mind and their pathetic mouth what they want to think what they want to say , not our business even if they are speaking ill of you the things that we can control is our own mind think towards the positive side and you will find that even if you are without them you still can survive it might be hard at first ... but i believe that you can manage it some day some how when you manage it , you will find that your world is full with lots and lots of laughter lots and lots of love and happiness don enclose yourself in your the other half of you take the other one which is much optimistic like me ... i've done it !!! i am not suffering now !!! i now everyday very happy ya although i am still the pessimistic me ... but at least i can think things in different perspective so that i will not feel so bad... but i admit that you would still want to go back to those who backstabbed you and seriously i can't resist this temptation man ... especially when i am lonely but i am so happy to have the other groups of friends that stand behind me i want to be like them ... you see... i am so heavy and i can lie on them i am sure that you so light ( at least lighter than me ) can rely on me i will still be here ma don forget you still have me ... give me a call or a sms also can ha i know the pain of no friends that you can rely on and no friends to share whatever you enjoy or don enjoy i find mine ... Priya Abhi Aram Stace Jerlyn Joie etc. they can share all those silly jokes i made which is kind of hard to find and most importantly you ma !!! you are the one that i can rely on since primary school i actually had one more but ... i don know and don want to know i've been a very bad friend that is why not many people like me ... i don know how to make other people happy you see... even if i treat them sincerely with all my heart hai~ say so much no use anyway don sad la if not i cannot do other things you know like i would want to online then i will die ... haha bb love you Loves, Chantal Cluas |
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